hey!!! long time no blog... haha! i've been kinda busy but then i guess that now, im not... haha! im so bored here at home and im dying coz of that. i should've went out nalang kahit na ako lang mag isa... windowshopping nalang ako.. haha... that's the one and only thing that makes me happy... :) shopping... i wouldn't know what i'd do without clothes.. hahaha!:P

hmmm.. what's been up with me? oh nothing much... these past few months have been interesting. but im getting tired of this life... i mean im sick and tired of living this life as if it were just a routine everyday... araw araw nalang ganito and im fucking sick of it. i dont know what to do anymore... life's supposed to be fun but i guess in my case parating may kapalit. dont get me wrong it's been fun but then if there's always something bad that's going to happen after the happiness you experience, then i'd rather not experience that anymore... it just sucks. that's the perfect word to explain it... hahaha... i bet if you experience this you'd get tired of it too...


 
so anyways.. enough of that.. haha! i dont know what to write here coz i actually dont feel anything but sucky... hahaha! i guess after a long time of not blogging its not nice naman if i blog about how inis i am or how im so irritated right? so hmmm... what can i say? uhm school's been fun... it's nice to know that you have your friends there no matter what... :) at least i still get by if ever i have a bad day or something.. lalo na coz of my classmates. fern's the best! haha! we've been closer ever since our retreat... oh by the way.. our retreat was so much fun! hahaha!:P i loved it.. I LOVE MY CLASS SO MUCH! :) after that retreat mas naging close pa ako sa mga classmates ko kaya ngayon mas fun ung class! hahaha... i wish it'll just stay that way... i wish i could just laugh and be happy forever.. but i guess nothing lasts forever. and i believe in that. i dont even belive that you could love someone forever.. haha! do you? oh well... its bullshit.... oh no... there i go again.. haha! anyways this blog is soooo walang kwenta so i'd better go na.. maybe i'll blog next time when im free na... bye bye! :)

hey! uhm nothing naman's been happening in my life.. basta all i can say is that im really happy. :) haha! anyways... im just really bored here... its computer time and miss is discussing about some asp shit. obviuosly, i dont know anything about it. haha! we're having a review for the quiz and im not listening coz as if im gonna pass it naman so what's the use, right?

abi dropped by sa house lst night to give me daw something. when she got here she was holding a big frame full of pictures. it was a collage of my pictures with my friends!:) bday gift sakin ni abs and patet. (i told u mark gift bibigay sakin ni abi!) it was so sweet! i love it!!! thanks abi and patet! i love you guys!!! :) i wanna bring it nga to school eh but then hassle coz its big and baka mabasag pa. hahaha... its too precious para masira... thanks talaga!:P



im really excited tomorrow since we're gonna watch the game sa araneta. the whole high school is excused from classes.. pero for those people who want to go lang... we're gonna watch rin the seniors' game! im gonna see yeo!:P yes!! hahaha! loves it. :) im excited na talaga. goodluck to the juniors and esp sa seniors. go archers!:P

last week was one of the most uhhh should i say life changing week ever. haha! i dunno.. its been weird.. i've been experiencing hardships and i think life, for me, just got harder. Its really sad that i cant blog about it. coz i really wanna pour out what i really feel.. but i guess... it'll be wrong and unfair... but really.. its not my fault. i dont wanna end up hurting anyone especially him. i really care for him.. and i hope he knows that. *sigh* life could be so unfair especially to me. it always has been like this. i know that i couldnt have everything that i want but how come other people do?  ugh... i hate this... i wasnt asking for something like this. this sux. that's the perfect word to explain it.

i had a long weekend. we had no classes nung friday since it was report card giving day. my grades sucked. haha! im not that impressed esp in philosophy. i totally dont deserve that grade. uhm so anyways gab and i went to town para mag ikot since we were dying of boredom at home. etienne bright me to town after like a million detours. but its okay at least i got to gop to town. we just bummed there. we went rin with sina jaime, tina and hya. we saw jima nd misty there too. nothing much happened. so then we went home na. jaime and i bummed at home. bonding like summer nights!:) miss those days.. haha! at least we got to bum again like old times. i had fun! then sina mark and sil came sa house and then we jsut bummed. we brought nani home and then mga 12 something jaime went home. etienne went home at mga 1 something and mark went home at mga 3:30? yea i guess. the night didnt end as happy as i thought i would be....

so i woke up at mga 5 something in the morning since we were gonna go to baguio. i just slept the whole way going there. we stayed in baguio country club. it's nice there. i love their jap resto. haha! we didnt do much there. we just bought a lot of stuff and bummed. it was fun.. at lesat i got a break from all the school stress. ugh! i hate school nowadays. anyways.. i missed school nung monday since we were there in baguio till monday. we got home at mga 8 something na. ang late sobra. it was really tiring. but i had fun and i got to think about stuff...

i went back to school yesterday. there was a new lesson in physics.. waw my fave subject in the whole world! hahaha! i missed our shooting for english nung monday. sayang. oh well.. haha! uhm.. we went to starbucks again yesterday for our usual study group. thanks ian for teaching me!:) at least now i kinda get phyisics. anyways im tamad na to blog. till next time! i hope my life will get better the next time i blog...


random summer pics:

 
me and abs!


awwww.... ipit si abi!!!

 
abs!! i miss ya na!!!

 
me and jaime! ronda!


i miss bumming... ayoko nang pumasok!!! hahaha! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATET! LOVE YOU! :) SORRY I FORGOT!

"you can just be yourself coz i dont want nobody else.. I fell for you coz of who you are and I hope that who I am will be enough to make you stay..."

this week was a hassle week again... but then we didnt have philosophy for the whole week so i guess it was a load off naman sa schoolwork... it was nice not having philo... haha! at least hindi ako natakot na makatulog ulit sa class ni sir cortel. nax! newlywed!! hahaha!:P and ya, we had a contest sa filipino since its buwan ng wika this month. we made a poem into a song. malamang it was supposed to be orig. sina sam won sa class namin. we used their song and a part of sina wowie's song. our presentation was great! i loved it! and to think the day itself lang kami nag prepare. thanks sir sabs!:) galing mo! haha! our class had a rap then a reggae part and also a rock part. haha! pati blues. ang galing ni wowie mag guitar!! napa WOAH ako! haha! sobra!:P love ko ung part nila ni ian. loves it! galing ng lahat ng people. all the sections were great. congrats to those people who won. *ahem ahem MISTY!* haha! hindi daw career! haha! angas!:P

hmmm... yesterday was a nice day for me. it actually was so bad at first [sa school] but then it turned out to be so much fun!:) malamang after school na eh! so here goes...

me, patty, jaime and jjoe went to town after school. we met up with sina abs, patet and gigay there. nax! reunion!:P luvya guys! haha! so there.. we ate at shakey's haha... badluck!:P bet ko talaga... haha! bonding while eating. jaime kept on sneezing! awwww... kawawa he looked really sick. laway was everywhere! haha! and i was beside him. malas si patet, she was infront of him. anyways.. GET WELL SOON JAIME! oh ya.. pati si ian, get well soon too! haha! pareho kayo ni jaime!:P so after we ate, jaime went with sina eiei. the rest of us went around sa town. we saw the sr boys sa food court. i chatted with jak for a while. then we went around again then we went to powerbooks.

powerbooks:
super laftrip sa powerbooks! hahaha! ultimate bonding time with sina patty, patet, abi, jak and carlo. it's so nice to spend time with old friends like old times... we were laughing so hard! grabe! naiiyak na nga ako eh! hahaha! forever laftrip si jak! hahaha! GEKO! nice name jak! cge cge.. kakamustahin kita kay geko! haha! bisitahin mo siya ah! and ya.. he's not sachie! hahaha! laftrip talaga! and patet's shoes! haha! grabe! i still cant get over it! so anyways.. i left town at mga 9 something. then when i got home, jjoe called me and told me to go to gliza's party so sina jaime fetched me sa house. jus was driving.. grabe un! ROLLERCOASTER!!! and si rose SOBRANG INGAY!!!!!! laftrip rin ung car ride! hahaha!
 

gliza's despedida:                                                                                                                                                               i got there mga 10:40??? haha! waw! ang aga ah! uhm... the normal people were there. most of my barkada nandun so it was fun. :) i greeted gliza when i got there. and then just talked to the people there. ubos na ung drinks when i got there. haha! halata.. feeling ko kay rose palang ubos na eh! haha! lukow!:P loveya rose!:D anyways... nagronda lang kami all night pati usap usap. things got interesting though. so coz of that, i got to leave na at mga 2:30. haha! nice one! hindi nga ako hinanap ng mom ko eh. and besides, i didnt give a specific time rin naman so un. the party was fun. at least i had a break from the past hell weeks of my life.

i miss partying. lalo na last year. it was the best. pati before this school year started. those were the days. but now i have to be serious na and stuff. haha! nax naman!:) studies muna. haha! but then malamang i have to have fun rin. after all, i've not been partying lately. hahaha! anyways... im gonna do pa my computer proj! jassle talaga un! hay nako.. anyways.. bye bye! haha! ang haba ng blog ko!!!:P